So sorry I haven't been on like at all pretty much. I've been busy with going into high school and such and getting settled in. And also having surgery in November..over Thanksgiving that really pushed me back. So I've been struggling but am getting through each day. As crazy as my days can get, I'm hanging tough! Hehee and of course with my Friends and well A very special guy helping me out I'm getting through this and catching back up.
Even though times get stressful and insane lol Its good. I'll try posting stuff soon.
Thankyou and I hope all of you are doing well!

All summer..I haven't been able to draw anything..Everything that I have drawn Iv thrown out..I cant think of anything nor does anything ever turn out looking semi right...My friends thanks..for trying to help me n convince me to keep going. (you no who you are) But I will keep trying..even thou I feel like I'm no good..Ill keep trying I guess...

I always feel like Its me thou my fault..
My friends think I'm good they say I'm better then them but its not true I don't like to compare work to friends or anybody... They say I'm better. But is anyone truly better then someone else wen it comes to art..?

I always thought art was away to express your self. To show a passion to improve n get better to help show how you feel about something.
But these days..It seems its just a competition...I want people to stop comparing saying "oh this is so much better then mine" "oh your better then me" I no I sometimes compare my work to other n I think I'm awful but i realize you cant do that. Cuz it holds you back n it makes you wanna give up.

Feeling like oh there's someone better then me why should I try. I used to b that way..but now..I wanna get better n realize that i don't need to think I'm awful even thou I do it just means I need to improve n not give up.

So..If you guys agree with me..let me no..N please tell me what I should improve on..Please help me.. so I don't fully give up on this..